Heartbroken...

It went very quickly getting the additional medical records from Taiwan. We had them by Monday morning and submitted them immediately to our adoption doctor, Dr. Staat. We knew we needed to act quickly because our agency rep informed us that the younger children (he's 6 months) do not stay on the lists long. She was able to get back to us hours later....with the worst case scenario. We knew that it was not even a question, we could not accommodate his condition. We were devastated. It is so hard to be emotionally involved and have to say no to a precious child! Our doctor was wonderful. She was able to give us comforting words. She too had turned down two separate referrals and has adopted twice. Adoption is not for the weak of heart! Thank you for all your prayers and support!!